I wish I wasn’t afraid to tell people how I really feel. I’m always hiding and pushing down my emotions. It really gets to you after a while. I’m so afraid of making myself appear weak that I just bite my tongue and push it down. Eventually it bubbles to the surface and it takes just a small thing to overflow. Today just made it not only overflow, but boil. And of course, I have no one to talk to. Or no one I even want to talk to. Guess it’s just gunna be forced down as well.